Two theories

I have pretty much narrowed down the theories of my life into two. Possible theory one: God or some entity out there constantly tests me through incredible difficulties, but then makes it up or rewards me by giving me equal wonderful highs. And in the end it all evens out pretty well, which if true, means that I am still owed about three months of incredible highs (yes I have done the math). A classic yin-yang theory if you will. The second theory: I think things through too much. I feel that this one is pretty self explanatory. I try to follow the second theory as much as possible, but for those of you who know me real well, know that it is near impossible for me (a great philosopher of the new millenia ;) ) to not see the obvious things that are quite convincing in the first theory. I think there is a good chance that these things are quite possibly out there so I can try to figure it out, IE a mouse with a piece of hidden cheese, and the experimenters watch as the mouse tries to figure out where the cheese is, even though the mouse will probably never find it...if that makes sense. I write like I talk